baby bear

update!!

2012-01-17T01:42:00.001+08:00

Is that really wat I wan?

Yes..
No...

I...I ... Dun noe..

Sumtimes wat u wish, u r unable to get it..
It's nt because u put nt enough effort,
It's because it is nt belonging to u.

Sumtimes our heart wish to get A, bt our mind tells us that v should choose B.
It depends on whether u wanna follow ur heart or ur thinking..
It's all about ur choices.

sumtimes v might think wat v have done is correct, bt it might b wrong to others.
Hence, v need to accept others views as well. Egoness wil just cause us to be failure.

Sumtimes happiness n pain goes hand by hand. The moment u r enjoying happiness, u need to get ready of getting hurt. That's our lives. Nobody gonna tell u when u need to get ready, u r the one who need to get ready all the time.

2011-12-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

往往人走到累的时候，
就想回到原点，
可是却没那勇气，
因为不晓得背后的原点到底离自己多远，
结果就一直的走，
走到没尽头的时候，
才来后悔莫及；

而我，
如今的我，
无论如何，
都要回到原点，
再从新选择我要走的路，

只要不要再继续往前走就好了，
眼前的，
我一点也不眷恋，
真是够了，

执着，
惟有让自己更痛苦，
未来的我一定会活得更好，
至少会比你好！

看清事实也未免不好，
活在自己的遐想的世界，
那更可怕，
我说的，
我一定做到，

无论多软弱，
我也一定做得到！
我就不信我会做不到！

所有的眼泪，
不用再還給誰，
一切到此为止

2011-12-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

不屬於我的淚

不屬於我的淚　終於讓我崩潰
久遺了的淚水　每一滴都是心碎
最後原來這是一種體會
被你囚禁的眼淚　也讓我慢慢枯萎

不屬於我的淚　不用再還給誰
用力哭出淚水　去淹沒我的傷悲
就讓我流出最後的一滴淚
我轉身頭也不回

2011-11-13T20:30:00.004+08:00

随着音乐的旋律，
心里莫名的感触一下下 :(

原来某些回忆是无法抹掉的，
一辈子也无法忘怀，

原来有时候，
我是多么的可笑，
老是学不会，
究竟要到什么阶段，
我才可以学会？

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFEYm9RpdEo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=so6ExplQlaY

此刻的心情真的很糟糕，
为何人总是要那样烦？
会烦一辈子吗？

我要的生活，
其实真的很简单。

):

明明就二十多岁了，
为何某些时候，
却觉得自己还是像小孩一样,
我可不可以理智一点，
成熟一点？
似乎周围的人都比我成熟
:(

2011-11-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

每当我心情不好的时候，
拜托不要烦我；

讲废话也选适当的时候吧，
lol!

真的好烦！
really feel like scolding rude wordss!
Dam it!

2011-09-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

发现自己越来越难搞，
心情老是低落，
haiz...

是不是越老，烦恼也特别多？
拜托，现在才二十多岁，
再这样下去，
老得也特别快吧？

没心情读书，
该怎么办呢？
很讨厌这样的自己，
做这没心情，做那没心情；
哎哟，

一句话，闷呆了！！
你们眼中的开心果，
其实是忧郁果！
你们都不懂吧！XD

渐渐地发现自己讲话也越来越废！:P
no more sorrows!
keep keep going!!
pt2 is cuming @.@

2011-08-12T12:15:00.003+08:00

爱说谎的人，
终有天，
你会为你所说的谎言，
付出代价的。

Finally, pt1s are done!
looking forward for pt2! :P

2011-08-04T12:12:00.003+08:00

错过了就是错过了，

你错过了我，就是错过了我，
无论你这么做，
我还是不能原谅你，
无论你这么说，
我还是不会回到你身边，

我们之间已结束了，
真的结束了，
你对我的伤害，
你永远弥补不了，

你说，
若你离开我，
我会比较快乐，
那你宁愿离开我？
这句话就对了，
没有你，
我会比较快乐，
真的，
希望你做得到！

现在的你后悔得太迟了，
过往的你不曾好好珍惜我，
不曾珍惜我给过你多次的机会，
这一切真得太迟了；

你把我的心伤得很重很重；
离我远一点吧，
这样我才会好过，

别再说你爱我了，
若一个人爱我，
他绝不会这样的伤害我，
让我一次又一次的哭；
真真爱我的人绝不会让我掉眼泪，
就算掉眼泪，也是因为感动而掉眼泪。

那首歌，
我听了，
‘那些年’，真的很好听，
可是现在的你只能拥有这些回忆，
就像歌词里的，那些年错过的爱情，
是的，你错过了我，
彻彻底底地失去了我！

现在的我

2011-07-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

现在的我，心情真的很糟，
竟然爱上如此的一个人，
起初，以为你会悔改，
岂料变本加厉，
当了这么久的傻瓜，
终于都醒了，

感谢上天让我醒了，
不再给蒙蔽了，
就像发一场梦，
梦终有该醒的那一天，

一点一点地对你失望，
心寒，
直到了绝望。。

现在的我，只会往前走，
不再回头，

也许要勇于承认自己的错误是需要很大的勇气，
可是你也太没用了，
连这勇气都没有，
我看小你！

无论如何，
我都不会再听，
也不想再听，你那些所谓的借口了；
要编谎言，滚远一点吧；
你并不适合我，

朋友们，都说的对，
不适合的，就得放手，
拖拖拉拉也没用，
更何况是你，
那样糟糕的你，
我为何要这么傻，
为何要受你的气，
为何要掉那样多的眼泪；

如果可以，我宁愿不曾认识过你，
你对我的伤害，我会把它忘了，
你我之间的一切，我一点都不想保留。

will be cheerful baby bear <3
everything is over!
I meant it..
new life starts...
Study!! Study!! and study!! :)

2011-07-19T13:33:00.003+08:00

做人最重要是让自己开心不是吗？
那些不愉快的，统统忘掉！
让自己开心就好，
其他的都不要管。。

再多的烦恼也没用，
因为根本都解决不掉，

就这样吧，
让它这样，

往前看！
go go go!!
别让自己那样疲惫就好，
我行的！

July'2011

2011-07-13T00:09:00.001+08:00

well, I m bck in kl again!
doing ACCA =)

I really dont know whether my decision was right or wrong..
anyway, just let it be..
Currently, I m taking 3 papers..
wondering whther i m able to do it or nt..
but I'll do my best!

Whenever i thought of it, my heart was pain..
I guess u couldnt get me well..
that's why u keep repeating it and broke ur promises.
For now, I really dont expect anything d,
never expect anything from u,
someday,the right time wil come and lead me to the right way (the way i want).
Everything wil be right and fine sumday

baby bear just need sumone
who love her truly and faithfully
forever <3

Post Created 19/06/2011 11:58:58 PM

2011-06-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

Everything is complicated. I failed to describe my feelings. Wat I wan is always simple. But too bad, I failed to get it.

Whenever I m down, who wil be there for me?
Whenever I m happy, who I can share with?

Who m I inside? =|

Post Created 02/06/2011 1:29:01 PM

2011-06-02T13:29:00.001+08:00

一次一次又失望的感觉竟是如此。
我可不可以摆脱这一切，
我真的很累很累，
希望可以靠自己走出来，
当初不是都这样走出来的吗？

人家说得对，有一次，就有两次，然后就三次，
可不可以不要再折磨我自己了：（
我究竟是犯了什么错，
就像欠了你

Update!

2011-05-29T02:13:00.002+08:00

All the while, u said I never treasure u, appreciate u.
It's just ur perception. It's wrong! U r nt me, please
Dun make any assumption about me.

I did treasure u, appreciated u.
U never know how much I cried for u and tolerate u much!
I keep forgiving u for wat u hv done towards me.
If this is nt called as tolerate, wat does it meant?
I m wondering.....

U r the one who always break ur promises and hurt me.
I couldn't take it anymore. I m sigh. Really sigh..
And, I m tired of it.

I knew that tolerate each other is hard. But u disappointed me.
Cz I never see ur effort at all.

The moment I wrote all these, I m upset.
Really pain.

But I knew that I couldn't change anything cz
V really nt meant to be together. A rs need two
Persons to maintain it.

I knew that u loved me. But u r nt willing to tolerate
Wif me, aren't u? It's impossible for me to listen to u
In every aspect. I hv my own thinking as well. Giving each other personal space is a must.

And once u hv the perception in ur mind, nobody can change the perception. That's human being.
Just like u perceived that I never treasure u, so no matter how I treasure u, u won't feel it too!
This is the reason why the perception towards each other is essential.

V failed to tolerate each other and trust each other.
That's why v failed.

2011-05-29T01:17:00.001+08:00

it's all about tolerance and trust!
without these, there is nth...

卓文宣-對你的愛

2011-05-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

2011-05-06T00:06:00.003+08:00

:(

难过...
心痛...
可是，
这一切都会过去的，
时间久了，就会过去了.........

2011-04-23T11:34:00.002+08:00

我究竟该怎么办才好 :(
为什么只有我这样？
hmm...

nobody deserve for ur tears, sumone who really love u wil never make u cry

2011-04-14T12:32:00.008+08:00

没有人会值得你流泪值得的那位不会让你哭

：你知道吗？
一个小小的心灵被伤害两次了、需要很多很多的时间来恢复。就算恢复了、或许会出现阴影、害怕再受伤害。

：让你哭到撕心裂肺的那个人，是你最爱的人；让你笑到没心没肺的那个人，是最爱你的人。

明明人在线，明明想说话，还要学隐身；
明明很难过，明明很想哭，还要裂嘴笑；
明明很孤单，明明很害怕，还要一个人；
明明想见面，明明很期待，还要去拒绝；
明明心很乱，明明想人陪，还要装沉默；
明明舍不得，明明放不下，还要去放手；
明明在心里，明明很在乎，还要无所谓！

一个人只有一个心脏，却有两个心房。一个住着快乐；一个住着悲伤。不要笑得太大声，不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。也许是我把它吵醒了 :(

我真的受伤了，
再也受不了，
也许这是一种解脱；
遇上对的人在对的时间才可以幸福，
遇上对的人在错的时间却是一种遗憾，
遇上错的人在对的时间却是一种可悲，
人生啊，
就是如此，
永远都不会预知结果，
直到你陷入

2011-04-06T13:21:00.003+08:00

幸福是什么？

幸福是一想到妳就心安

幸福是一起醒來說早安

幸福是完成妳每一個期盼

超喜欢这首歌！
especially its chorus part!
touching~

update =)

2011-03-28T15:37:00.011+08:00

I had an awesome dinner last night! wakaka..

thanks to my daddy!! :)
Finally, I could catch up wif relatives,
Now i reliased they love me a lots yea XD
On word to describe it, I FEEL GREAT!

Here are some photos to be shared
Anyway, I forgot to take pic of myself >.<
although i dressed up nicely :(
They said i dressed up like a princess huh
haha..
*blush*

Congraz to my bro as well!
well done, bro! :)
V are really proud of u XD
fINALLY, u are smarter than me yea! haha
Wish u all the best in future :)
Really wish that u could study law or medicine,
so that can fulfill my dream :P
such selfish sis.. keke

Argh, i m nt feeling well today!
went to toilet 3 times d :(
I guess my stomach digest food too fast d!
shark fin, abalone all gone d la :(
From now onwards, I must sleep earlier!!
else, I GONNA have panda eyes :(
so that mum wil stop nagging at me..lol!

Anyway,
I feel great
when someone served me a cup of hot milo
after i waited for so long!
Thank you so much :P

Majority of my posts are emo one, tis is the exception!
From now onwards, I will stay happy always!
And I'm sure i m able to do it!
=)

2011-03-26T14:13:00.007+08:00

我真的很难过，
心也很痛，
痛到快要没感觉了；

不是不愿意，
而是你总是不了解我，
我怎么可能会背叛你；
我愿意给你你想要的安心，
可是我的呢？
为何你就是那么不公平？

在我的生活里，我只有被人背叛的份，
而我不曾背叛别人；
我问心无愧，
对他，对你也一样，我都不曾背叛过，
我可以发誓。

被爱总是幸福的，
爱人总是较辛苦；
我真的很累，
也想享受被爱的感觉；

到现在，我满脑子还是有很多问号；
究竟我在你的心里只占了几分？
为何你总是让我那么难过，
为何你就是不愿给我想要的安心，
我要的只是安全感，

我很珍惜我拥有的一切，
只是当时，那幸福是不属于我的，
我不得不放手；
不管多痛，多想要，我还是得放手；
后来，觉得自己可以拥有那幸福的时候，
时间却来的不对；

现在，这是我可以得到的幸福吗？

2011-03-24T16:24:00.002+08:00

1、她总是问：你在哪？你干什么呢？（她很关心你，只是想跟你说说话，你不给她发信息，她很矛盾，怕你在忙，但又忍不住想你，换了别人，爱干嘛干嘛，她不关心，所以请你一有时间就问候她一下，让她放心，让她知道你心里有她，她总是主动联系你，她会觉得她贱）

2、她说：天冷了，记得多穿衣服~（不要嫌她烦，不要说她像你妈，你妈妈有时可能都比不上她对你的关心，换了别人，冻死也不关她的事，她知道你不傻，她只想让你知道她心里有你）

3、她说：我不高兴了（不要怪她无理取闹，她不是真的不开心，只是想你了，只是想要你几句安慰的话，哪怕是：乖~别闹了

4、她总说自己又胖了或者长得不够漂亮（不要觉得她嫉妒别人，她只是怕在你眼中不够完美）

5、她不分场合的抱你，吻你（她不是炫耀什么，只是想让别人知道你俩有多好）

6、她总说她会帮你，让你有事找她（其实她知道她帮不了你什么，她只想让你知道你还有她，她永远在你身边陪你）

7、不论是过马路还是走在哪，她用手死死拽住你的胳臂（不要说她粘人，她只是告诉你她信任你）

8、她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气（别说她小气，不信任你，她其实是在吃醋，这表示她十分在乎你）

9、她爱忧伤，爱掉泪（别怪她多愁善感，她只是缺乏安全感，你要知道，她很少会为别人流泪）

10、在买东西时她总征求你的意见（别说她没主见，依赖你，她只是尊重你，凡事以你为先）

11、出去吃饭，她吃得很少说吃不了了，让你替她吃（别说她挑食或者浪费，她只是怕你吃不饱）

12、买东西她总买便宜的（别说她小气，她只是想为你省钱）

13、给你买东西，总买贵的（你可能不需要，不喜欢，但别怪她浪费，她只是想告诉你她可要把最好的留给你）

14、她总假装生气转身离开（记住，她不是真地想走，离开时想要被挽留）

15、她会突然冷淡你，或向你撒娇（别怪她孩子气，她只是想让你哄哄她）

2011-03-24T14:11:00.002+08:00

我究竟是谁，
为何自己似乎也不了解自己了，
我到底该怎么办 :(

我到底要些什么东西！！

2011-03-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

u broke my heart again!
u never noe how sad m I when u said sumthings that hurt me..

I'll keep inside my heart 4ever!
Stop judging me cz u wil never be the judge!

我真的受够了！

Rainy day

2011-03-21T15:28:00.006+08:00

又是下雨天了，
每一次小雨，我都喜欢倚着窗边，
欣赏雨景；
我终是带着复杂的心情来欣赏雨景；

自己也分不清究竟我是喜欢下雨天，还是讨厌；
发呆的期间，终有些画面一闪而过，甚至有些也健忘的回忆也因如此而掀开；
往事一幕幕的呈现在我脑海中，

开心的，伤心的，痛心的，怀念的，都有。。
犹记有一次，坐在你的车里，那天也是下雨天，
而我们不知因什么事吵了，我不说话了，
你以为我在发你脾气，其实我不是，只是我在发呆，
回忆某些事，望着路上的人，我也会不仅感触一下，

记得小时候，上幼儿园的时候，我背着那沉重的书包，
怕自己跟随不上他们的脚步，一直拼命的在走快，
紧紧地抓着她的衣服，怕一放手，就会剩下我一个人在那过马路，
那小手一次次被甩开，我又一次次地抓回她的衣服，
那感觉是恐惧的，而我也只有5岁。现在的我会有当时的勇气吗？

那天也是下雨天，我已经尽我的力量走快了，还是跟不上，
因为书包太重了，我真的没办法走快，结果他们就过了马路；
留下我一人在那里淋雨，过马路，
那是我第一次哭了，那时候觉得自己很聪明，因为在雨天哭，就无人晓得了

那时候的我多么渴望妈妈会抽空时间来接我回家，
(明知道这是不可能的，妈妈还得在家顾弟弟妹妹)
又或者是他们偶尔会回头望一下我究竟有没有跟上他们的脚步，
又或者心疼我还是个小女孩，可是就是不会，就算回头了，她还是会说，走快一点啦，走这么慢干吗？

我想我是害怕下雨天的，
因为它把一切回忆都还给我，
就在那一瞬间

2011-03-16T17:21:00.003+08:00

前途一片茫然 :(
该往哪儿走？

我的梦想究竟去了哪里..
能实现吗？

2011-03-15T15:43:00.002+08:00

是勇敢太久了吗？
似乎不是，
是从来都没勇敢过；

真讽刺

2011-03-14T16:34:00.004+08:00

头很晕，
什么时候才可以好啦 >.<

什么都做不了，
好想哭了啦T.T
快点好吧 :(
我真的好压力哦！

2011-03-14T15:42:00.001+08:00

这世界上不会再有比我更笨的人了

2011-03-12T15:54:00.002+08:00

明明到最后还是自己的软弱
偏偏是我爱你太多
明明对我忽冷忽热还说到永久
是上辈子我欠你的太多
都怪自己太过于让你处于放纵
爱情就会有爱与被爱的不同
恨自己太过爱你看得太重
瞬间有想过放手的念头

我太过爱你, 爱到自己心会痛
我太过恨你, 恨你不如恨自己软弱
我太过爱你 , 从未有想过被爱的感动
太过爱你忘了自己需要爱情的理由
恨自己太过把你看得太重
从未有想过自己要什么

就是很喜欢这首歌

2011-03-03T15:44:00.003+08:00

Should I go for it?
This is my second chance d >.<
dilemma again :(

It's one of my dream..
Shall I??

2011-02-28T16:22:00.001+08:00

就在那一刻，一切都明了，
明了，
我终于明了

2011-02-24T15:04:00.001+08:00

:(
:)
:(
:)
:(

I wish i could happy always, smile always!
could I?

2011-02-16T14:46:00.003+08:00

每一次当我往好的方面想的时候，
选择相信你的时候，
你总是让我一次一次的失望，
每次都让我不小心发现一些东西，
难道是注定要让我知道这一切？
让我醒过来？
我真的累了，

摸不清你的心，
究竟你都在想些什么，
对你而言，我究竟是什么？
为何你说的，和你做的都不一样？
究竟哪样才是事实？
哪个才是真实的你？

2011-02-10T16:22:00.004+08:00

tired :(
Feel like chatting wif sumone..lol!
could I?

It's feb,
and march is cuming!
feel like my life is so boring
such working life >.<

wat kind of life is suitable for me?
y i will get bored easily :(
argh!

I need money!!
wanna travel around!

when only i can earn a lots money and do watever i want

2011-01-28T12:02:00.002+08:00

Feel so lovely last night~~~♥
希望时间会停止，就那一秒 :)

2011-01-20T15:22:00.002+08:00

never wanna think about it again..
it caused me sigh!

Just let it be

It'll never be the same from now onwards

2011-01-18T14:23:00.003+08:00

人就是这样，
无论你做多少好事，一旦你做错了一次，
人家永远只记住你的错，
你的好只会随着时间的流逝而渐渐被遗忘了！

举例来说，若在白板上画了一个黑点，
我们永远只会看到那黑点，我们永远看不到一大片的白色！

古人说的对，别人对我们的好，我们应该记在石头上，
而别人的错误只记在沙滩上，海浪会慢慢的将它给摧毁！

不知要到什么时候，
我们人才能做得到。
就连我自己也无法做得到 :(

他们说，如果一个人一直在呵护别人或为对方付出，
那个人被称为天使，
而被呵护的人总是幸福的；
可是幸福并不是偶然的，
天使也有累的时候。

曾经读过一个故事，
故事是说，
被呵护的那个人不懂得珍惜幸福，
她一直以为幸福是必然的，她的天使永远都不会累；
一次又一次的让那天使失望；
直到最后她转身的时候，天使已不再那儿了。

听到那故事的时候，我竟然一点都不同情那女孩，
甚至觉得她是咎由自取，lol!

such tiring day for me :(
I need a gud rest!
I wish to lie on my bed right now..
switch on the aircon,
cover wif my mickey mouse blanket!
Could I?

2011-01-14T13:46:00.002+08:00

Sunday is cuming!!
oh yeah!!
I'll fully utilize the ample time :)
cant wait to go for a movie and sing k..muahaha!!

2011-01-13T18:03:00.002+08:00

From now onwards, i wanna save money!!
I wanna use my own money to travel around!!
I wish to go to taiwan, Hk, JAPAN, Korea, Europe:)

2011-01-10T14:24:00.003+08:00

我能不能靠自己的力量去改变这一切？
看见你的负担越来越重，
我真的很心痛，
该怎么做才好，

拜托你们这些人别再那么自私了，
看了都讨厌！
:(
看见的，不该相信吗？
听见的也不该相信吗？
那现在应该相信些什么？

你的诚实我该不该感动？
我的生活可不可以简单一些些？

2011-01-07T11:27:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a wonderful day for me :)
my friends all the way came from kl to find me!
i love tis kind of feelings :)
feel like they never 4gt me =p
but too bad, i dun noe where to bring them,
except hunting for FOOD!
haha..

I'm glad that they love the special ice kacang and laksa!
Hope they do enjoy their trip!
so sorry that cnt stay over wif u guys :(
miss the chance to pillow talk..
but I' m sure that it will be a chance for us in future :)

After that, I'm thankful to cy!
thx for accompanying me :)
haha..

Bck to my life,
was thinking of wat m i gonna to do in my future!
y i m so indecisive?!! >.<

I wish to get everything that i wan!
everything that I dislike/ hate please stay away from me :(
and I wish to be smarter! cnt be silly anymore!!
keep my mind clear always ~

updatee..

2010-12-30T23:44:00.005+08:00

I'm bck in my hometown again..

spent for 3 weeks in kl..
such enjoyable life over tere =)
shopping, watch moviess, meet up wif friends, eat nice food =)
i miss u guys :)

At first, trying to get testimonials from lecturers,
who noes end up gt academic transcript pula..lol!

went to ask about ACCA course, honours course..
I was dilemma in choosing the courses..
sigh!
I guess i should do honours instead of ACCA since the full scholarships is available..
less than one month for me to think about it :(

kinda sigh of my life right now,
hmm..

Dont ever tell me about ur expectation towards me,
I really cnt do it!

stress =.=

fall sick again, faster recover ba!!
tired>.<

now only i realised why i m nt really like to stay at home,
i feel so FAN once i m bck home!

How could i wish to escape from all these stuffs! lol!

i guess nobody can understand me ):

Honestly, i m nt tat cheerful,
hope u will get it more,
care my feelings more..

When the silence comes at night,
I lost my way, direction,
as usual...

wondering when can I find my way?

Appreciate wat u hv done for me :)
Dont ever break my heart, k? ♥

2010-11-17T16:24:00.003+08:00

我讨厌！
真的很讨厌人家盖我的电话！
>.<

2010-11-16T00:39:00.003+08:00

Finally, my exams are over!!
just hope can pass all papers and graduate =p

It's time for me to relaxx!!
my gosh, stressed for such long period,
gonna botak d!!
my hairs keep dropping =(

Is the time for me to enter into the secnd stage?
or i shall continue to study?
hmm>.<
remainss uncertain!

Let it be, enjoy my holidays fst =p

2010-10-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

我的身体怎么了？
忽然心就疼了一下，
不能呼吸；
hmm..
真担心，
好久都没这样了，
刚才忽然就这样；
吓倒我了，
就不懂该怎么呼吸 =(

幸好现在好多了，
hmm >.<
否则不知如何是好 T_T

2010-10-27T20:55:00.003+08:00

这种感觉又来了，
hmm>.<
明明都没时间读书了；
还想东想西 =(

haiz...
dun noe hw m I going to sit for finals T_T
where is my study mood?
poor xw >.<
everyday keep forcing myself to study,
such stressful life!

y cnt i just study in relaxing mood?
I'm so headache!
today is 27th d, and wat's inside my brain right nw?
theory? auditing? performance?
seems NTH!! @.@

feel like crying,
shouting,!!!

ah gong bo pi bo pi!!
let me in study mood please!!
If continuously like tat, i gonna freak out!!
get lost suddenly, dun noe hw to study for finals =.=

Add oil for tomorrow ♥

2010-10-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

心忽然就痛了一下，
原来自己已经慢慢的在长大了，
不再是那小女孩了，
父母们也渐渐老了；
hmm>..<

未来的路该怎么走呢？
似乎好茫然，
好想回到以前，
还是那小女孩，
什么都不懂的小女孩，
可以在父母怀里撒娇的女孩；
现在的我不能再撒娇了，
长大了，
也害羞了；
今晚特别想念他们..
是太压力了吗？
hmm>.<
好想哭哦！

看见他们老了，
我的心也疼了一下，
好像都从来没对他们说，
‘我好想你们’ ‘我爱你们’，
就是没那勇气！
好懦弱噢！！

自己老是活在自己的世界，
也不看看外面的世界究竟是怎么了。。
哎..

我的世界就如此渺小

2010-10-17T14:56:00.006+08:00

珍惜我所拥有的一切 =)

2010-10-16T17:54:00.003+08:00

好累哦，真的不想读书>.<
是因为最后一个学期了，所以读到腻了吗？
真惨！

老是睡着，读一下又睡着了....
什么时候才可以读完呢？
haiz...
谁可不可以骂醒我一下？lol!

thanks for everything,
and i really appreciated about it =) ♥

2010-10-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

善意的谎言是值得被原谅的，不是吗？

2010-10-13T23:11:00.004+08:00

dun feel like studying..
lol!
I'm just tired,..

feel like sleeping now >.<
it's week 12, and finally i can feel the stress =(
arghh..
Will the examination be exempted? =t
I'm just dreaming :(

so long never hang out wif u guys d,
and really feel great just now:)
wee~~

♥ sushi zanmai --------->
♥wantan mee ---------->
♥mishua soup ---------->
♥tomyam ramen------->
♥tomyam chicken rice-->

时间可不可以为我暂停一下？
T_T
我想要拥有好多好多的东西..
hmm..

2010-10-11T12:32:00.003+08:00

反反复复，复复反反 =(

永远标浮不定 :(

lol!

2010-10-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

要开始温习功课，
却发现房间的灯坏了..
lol!
又要叫人来修理了，真麻烦！

室友又在那skype, 我的天啊...
搞什么嘛！

赖一下床再读吧..lol!
看着那些干净的bear bear,真开心=）
好久都没帮他们冲凉了！哈哈

就赖那么一下下，呵呵 =p

= (

2010-10-06T22:46:00.004+08:00

究竟是怎么了？

怎么我越来越不懂自己了？
对自己也越来越陌生了？

怎么办？
hmm...

我到底是怎么了？
原本的我究竟在哪了

T_T

2010-10-04T02:08:00.003+08:00

是得了厌食症吧？

hmm>.<

每天都吃不下，
山珍海味都吃不下；
究竟是怎么了？

每天都在想食物，
食物到了面前，又吃不下...

haizz..

都已经那么瘦了，还吃不下，
食欲不振..
该怎么办才好，
真担心 T.T

明天开始一定要吃完饭！！

2010-09-16T02:33:00.002+08:00

歌之所以好听，
是因为可以反映出一个人的想法，心情吗？

2010-09-13T23:31:00.002+08:00

我不要再妥协！！
我不要！！

我也有我的脾气！
最好别来惹我了！

真是的！！

T.T

钢琴

2010-09-12T02:06:00.002+08:00

我好想学钢琴 :(

haiz..

不可能实现的梦想:(

不可能的可能

2010-09-12T01:39:00.003+08:00

原来这世界上，
没什么事是不可能的，
话，不能说的太早，
肯定的，某天也会变得不肯定；
这地球每天都在转着，
人都在变着，
凡事都有可能从A 变成B..

所以说，想的，讲的，都需要留一点余地；
否则，某天自己也会做那些自己认为不可能会去做的事情；
这世界就是如此奇妙，
人就是如此的矛盾...

2010-09-08T01:12:00.003+08:00

又睡不着了...
是因为刚才被吓倒了吗？
hmm...
为何自己那么小胆呢？
因该问她干嘛丢椅子的，
真是的...
她不爽些什么吗？
我还比她更不爽...
讨厌啦!!

每次都这样！
hmmm...
自己真没用！
老是被欺负！！
鸡蛋糕的她！hmmp!!

我要睡觉了啦！
烦的咯！
又在咳嗽！
快点好啦！
pek chieck 了啦！！

每天都烦东烦西...
can I just stop thinking a while?
hmm..

开心，
你究竟在哪？
我好想把你吃进我的肚子里，
这样我就可以永远开心了，
不会有烦恼了，
不会再哭泣了 :(

就这样

2010-09-06T20:55:00.008+08:00

累了又怎样？
还是要继续走下去；
这就是人生！

不再期盼了，
期盼久了也会累；
这就同于期望越大，
失望越大。。

明明很脆弱，
可是就假装自己很坚强；
不希望别人来拆穿自己的脆弱...

只有真正了解你的人才会懂你的脆弱...

就这样吧....

要学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着，让别人看不穿你的伤心。
要学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，要知道世界总是孤单的，地球也只有一个啊，它都寂寞那么久了，我们算什么？
要学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，笑给别人看，哭给自己听就好。
要学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐。
要学会满足，所谓知足常乐。想想小时候一颗糖果就可以开心一整天了...

2010-09-04T00:45:00.003+08:00

幸福的人都睡的好安稳，
寂寞太会，见缝插针，
我拿什么来和它抗衡？

放眼望去，是座空城

lolol

2010-08-31T14:12:00.000+08:00

lol..
昨晚又发梦了，
梦见我的老师是一位老外，
而且还处处针对我！
在梦里的我气到....
hahaa....

I dun feel like study for the test la!!
so lazy...dun noe wat's going on til tis week! :(
feel like lying on bed and continue to sleep wif bear bear XD
I hv nt enough sleep!!
hmm...
such stupid test!!! STAY AWAY WITH ME!!

我要出去玩啦！！
烦的咯这个测验！

:$

2010-08-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

这一通电话，
足以让我开心了很久很久 :)
我真的爱你们！:)

I should call u guys more often =D
hehe..
Miss u all so much!! :$

深夜的来临

2010-08-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

又是夜深的时候了，
渐渐的害怕晚上的来临；
害怕自己会失眠，
害怕自己会做恶梦...

静静地听着歌，
哼着歌，
忽然之间，
想了好多好多的事情；
恐怕今晚又会失眠了 :(

明明以为可以....
可是却还不可以....

自己在干嘛啦！
赶完功课应该很累，
应该想睡才是。。。
某天起来头发会不会变白了，
因为想太多...

忽然好像看戏！！！
这宿舍的线真烂！
钱收得比人贵，样样都比人不好！
真是的....

常微笑的人未必是快乐的人；
而快乐的人未必是常微笑的人...

究竟自己是哪一种人？
好累...真的累了...很想歇一歇...
但歇息的地方似乎很遥远...

2010-08-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

I m quite full now :)
hehe..
nowadays can eat a lots nice food! wow!!
thankful to my friends (:
i indeed like to eat a lots :P

It gives me the motivation to fight for my assignments and tests!!XD

These two days alwys gt nightmare!
lol!!
getting more and more scary..
hmm>.<
i scared of crocodile right now!
the second worse! hmm.. dun wish it to happen!!

I hope tonight i have sweet dream! :)
and tomorrow will be a nice day for everyone :)

2010-08-29T03:00:00.000+08:00

It's 3 am now.....
and i'm still rushing for my assignment!
hmm...
such a pity grl!

I feel like sleeping now >.<
owh, my blanket and xiao xian are calling me!!!
they' re just trying to attempt me!!

arghhh!!!
saturday gone d!!
hmmm...

2010-08-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

好累，真的好累，

真的很想睡觉了，

到底什么时候才可以做完？

arghh!!

讨厌啦T.T

2010-08-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

不想做功课啦！！！
hmm...
为什么那么多的功课？
真讨厌！！

我可不可以不要做？
hehe...
谁有脚踏车，可不可以借我骑一下？！
我现在好想骑一下！！ :(

你为什么说谎

2010-08-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

你不必解释你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过，
说我没等过难过，
我也想说，
也许能从来我却还是沉默，
你一直问我的心到底还在不在，
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱，
而我的泪怎么就流下来？

疼你的责任

2010-08-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

总觉得有疼你的责任，
要你是最快乐最单纯的人；
因为你让我的心变得丰盛，
原来不奢望的变成可能，

总觉得有疼你的责任，
要你是最轻松最自然的人；
我想不遮掩也是一种信任，
爱得了解包容，
才算爱得完整..

):

2010-08-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...
每次打来都是讲这些，
我真的很烦！

心里很乱！
可不可以不要一直讲这些，
你根本都不知道整件事的来龙去脉，
一直在那说我们不对！
你根本就是偏帮一方！
ishh...

我的未来可不可以我自己来决定！
你又不是我的父母！
我的一生是不是由你来走，
你是不是负责我的一生？
真是的，
可以少来烦我吗？！

好好的心情一下子又没了！
hmm...
怎么这么多事情发生，
我真的很烦！
每一个人要的东西都不一样，
想的东西都不一样，
你不能安排我的未来！

你说的也有你的理由，
可是我知道一旦妥协了，
就没有机会再从新做选择了！
你可不可以顾虑我的感受一下？

因为会读书，所以就要做这选择？
很讨厌！！
我真的就不能任性一下吗？hmm..
我也想追求我的梦想，过我要的生活！
就给我一点时间，好吗？
拜托你们不要再给我任何提示，不要再说我应该怎样怎样了，
我的事情，只需向我的父母交待，
你们不要再逼我了！
hmm.........

我爱他们，也很容易为他们感到心痛！
而这种心痛的感觉，
足以让我觉得自己很没用！
甚至还想....
这些你并不懂，就算你懂了，也不要一直来打击我的软弱！
不要一直诅咒人，
我真的很讨厌你！

不是我不要妥协，
而是我看透了一切，
我心已冷却，
看到你们只是为了自己家庭的好，
而所的手段，
我真的伤心，
很失望，
大家都为了自己的利益，
而不顾他人感受。hmm...
就只有他，
默默地为你们付出，
什么话也不说，就算懂一切，
你们不但没感激，还得寸进尺，
有时候，我真的很不甘心，
心里超不平衡！

我只想为♥付出，
而不是为你们！
我喜欢你们，可是我只爱我的家庭！
小时候的梦想，早已破碎！
你们不再是你们了，而我也不是那个我了；
不要当作我什么都不知！
你们说的话，我半信半疑，
甚至很怕自己说错话。

可不可以有一个人可以了解我一下？！T.T
理解我的立场一下？hmm...
干嘛每次都有很多事情可以让我哭？
我真的很累！我真的不想再哭了！
我想，某天我哭的时候，应该再也不会有眼泪了！T.T

haiz

2010-08-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

原本以为好了，
不再咳嗽了，
怎知道，刚才又一直咳！
hmm...

可不可以不要再咳嗽了，
hmm...
真的好辛苦..

快点好啦！！T.T

lalala

2010-08-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

Finally, I hv done my audit assign!!
yeah =)

anyway, one more to go!!!
Let's fight for it!!
but nt now for sure :)

tonight i shall rest earlier..keke..
i hate wednesday and thursday!!! T.T

just nw sumone bang the door again!!
i hate people bang door!!
so rude!!
ishhh...
everyday oso get scared..hmm...

爱情荒♥

2010-08-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

我不要因为孤单而拥抱，
因为渴望而寻找；
随便找个人靠，

我知道还有人和我一样，
等待就是唯一的力量，
心中存活着一些希望；
解救我对真爱的信仰

:(

2010-08-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

身体越来越弱了，

牙齿老是流血，
是不够钙质吗？

hmm...
又不喜欢喝牛奶:(

最近老是咳嗽，
已经吃药了，
还不能好！

咳到好累，

偶尔也烦了。。

再这样下去，
又会气喘了:(

好想回家补一补身子。。
可是却有这么多的事情等着我去完成。。
hmmm..

快点好嘛T.T

我真的好累！
我真的好想休息一下=(

random~

2010-08-21T11:44:00.000+08:00

这种感觉又来了，
拜托，
我真的不想回到几个星期之前的我，
好不容易才收拾好我的心情；
这么快又要倒下去了！！

已经来不及做我的课业了，
干嘛老是发呆，
@.@

这个世界上是没有如果的，
所以拜托自己醒一醒！！
别老是想有的没的，
否则，只会让自己更累:(

Just a day

2010-08-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

Assignments due date:
25th August
27th August
22nd Sept
24th Sept
5th Oct
8th Oct

hmmm...6 more assigns to go >.<
plus mid term TESTSS!!!
lol! getting to be panda soon :(

Alright, i should have enough rest fst;
before i m going to fight for it! XD

Thanks for being my listener..
Thanks for giving ME advice...
Thanks for the support!
Thanks for acc me when i was down..
I m really thankful to u guys :)
It's my pleasure to have u guys in my life =D

你在乎的人与在乎你的人

2010-08-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

偶尔在想，
若你在乎的人，
也是在乎你的人；
那该有多幸福！

可是，
那是很罕见的，
除非你真的是很幸运！

如果你是那幸运儿，
那么请你好好的珍惜！

我们应该学习如何去珍惜那些在乎我们的人，
不要老是去在乎那些从来不会在乎你的人；
而那些一直在乎你的人，
却被你忽略了。。

Happiness

2010-08-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

Happiness,

the way is not in the sky,

but is in ur heart!

好朋友 * 。*

2010-02-10T14:09:00.000+08:00

---- 好朋友守則 ----

朋友就是無形中伴你走過風雨，永遠支持你的力量
朋友就是一種無法言喻的美好感覺
朋友就是在別人面前永遠護著你的那個人
朋友就是即使是一點小感動，一點小事情都想一起分享
朋友就是當你抱頭痛哭的時候，扶著你肩膀的那個人
朋友就是當你面對人生挫折時，一直緊握你的那雙手

♥♥

2009-09-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

喜欢下雨，因为你不会知道我在流泪..

喜欢发呆，因为你不会知道我在想你..

喜欢孤单，因为你不会发现我爱你..

喜欢和你在一起，因为你是我快乐唯一的因素. !!

Just A day~

2009-09-01T14:10:00.000+08:00

haiz...so sigh of this kind of life...
I realised i have become an emotional girl since i came over here.
Lol...
everyday also keep saying ''sien, haiz''
i guess people around me also knew about it, especially yf..haha..

tis week keep rushing law assign, 3k man...going to crazy!
next week worse...assign and test due in the same day!
Our sem break is cuming soon, should i excited about it or worry about it?
wan go to philip island tim>.<>.<

Recall back when we were young, no need to worry so much,
when we are getting older, have to think of a lots thing, worry about this and that!
sigh...
Is time for us to be independent and responsible for our actions. Don't you guys think so?
we are nt 18 years old d..20 plus d..LOL! we slowly stepped into another stage d..

It seems like i have nth to write here d...but i still dun feel like want to stop here..
Hmm... Let's talk about my characteristic..
I know that i have a lots weaknesses and sumtimes people dislike my characteristic. Hehe..
Come on, dun be shy, my friends! Just tell me=) Anyway, i also know when u guys dun like my characteristic..haha..I m good in observing people's emtions XD

Since i was young, i m trying to be the best! especially on my studies since i dun like sports..haha..I alwys aim to get the highest marks and want people proud of me, especially my parents.I knew that they never gv any pressure to me and keep asking me not to stress so much! But i can't do it, is my characteristic! cnt be changed d.. lol...I wish i cn be more cheerful person one day =p Sometimes, people wonder why i keep stressing myself. They thought i m ' kia su' people, maybe i m,but it is not the main reason. If i cnt achieve my target, i will feel that i m an useless person, and will start to asking myself why dont i try my best to do it better? maybe too stubborn d,what to do?

Aussie

2009-08-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

I m back. So long didnt update my blog d, sorry guys!
I guess i m too busy. hehe..
Well, nw i have changed my destination==>aussie

What should i talk about aussie?
erm, peaceful! yup, tis is the word that i would like use to describe it!
At here, u cn see trees, rivers, cows , kangaroos and wat else? erm, friendly people i guess..

Honestly, i prefer aussie to malysia.hehe..
i like weather here!
Anyway, if left me alone here, i rather bck to malaysia. haha..

At here, i start to miss everyone in malysia...especially my family!
I learnt hw to cook, hw to live independently..
It's a good chance for me to experience here, thx my parents for willing to send me here=)

However, i realised that i have changed.
I dun noe hw to describe it, i tink i have become hot-tempered and emotional person. Last time, I nt even dare to say out my opinion, nw totally different! At least i will show my face once i dislike something, i dun noe is better or worse for me. Maybe others will think i m small gas or angry without reasons. But i have to admit it! yes, I m.
Previous me nt dare to say anything and alwys cried alone at night. now i recall back, wat i cried for? Why others people cn show their faces easily to me, but i cnt? Why don't others try to read my mind? or maybe i know hw to observe others' emotions 'too much' d?

Hmm..or maybe i should change bck previous me? boring with this kind of life..It is full of conflict when people come in! without people, it wont's be any conflict.
Human easily stressed-up. Nobody cn save u unless u save ur ownself =.=

Sometimes, i didnt want to argue with u. It just i cnt control my emotions. Why don't u understnd me better? haiz.. When i tolerate u, at the same time, u should learn hw to tolerate me. I also cannot understand why i will become impatient person. Maybe i need time to think about it and try to calm down myself. Through blogging, i also cnt express my feelings well, i tink write diaries is more suitable for me. As nobody gonna to read my diaries except myself!

wat about my future? have i ever think of my future?
i start to worry about my future d.. wat m i gonna to do in my future?
after degree, which road should i choose?
haiz...
m i worry too much?
I dun think so, it's time for me plan about my future.
Since young, v just followed the road that parents chose for us. It's time for us to make decision nw. lol..

(p/s: Reader please don't think too much! nobdy i m referring to)

tiRED...Tired.. and tiRed

2009-05-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm....
such a tiring day...
i feel so hopeless and helpless..................
i hate this kind of life>.<
others can start to do their revision d, how about me?
stil rushing asisgn man...
wth....so unfair....
stupid monash....cause all students stressful man!!
i wanna cry T.T

how m i gonna to do pretty well in final?
4 subjects man...
all so tough...
help me!

I really sleepy d..
hmmm...sigh la...
nt only towrds assign, final, people as well...
just realise in this world, there are a lot of selfish people..
do not expect anything from people even u treat people kindly...
so, dun be so stupid anymore...
wake up, xw!
must be independent, don't alwys depends on others...
as saying goes, zai jia kao fu mu, at wai kao peng you...
is it true?
well, may be it is true...i meant in sum aspects...but nt all aspects...
really cnt understnd why sometimes i dun like the way of people treat me...
even the way they talk or act...
i hate it...
maybe i m a small gas girl or wat..
anyway, i noe i hv my own weaknesses as well.
but i m willing to accept it and try to improve myself. so just tell me honestly...
anyway, i alwys try my best to not to make people bu suang or angry at me..
is my weakness oso...tat's y i feel hurt sumtimes...
i noe sumtimes i failed to do so, sorry if i hv hurt anyone>.<
i do not meant want to hurt anyone, tat's y i expect wont hurt by anyone oso...

p/s: swt la me...i dun noe wat m i talking about...anyway, dun misunderstnd ya.. cz i oso dun noe who is the person i m talking about..too moody d...>.<

moody day~

2009-05-09T20:29:00.001+08:00

around 8, i was alone in room...
suddenly i have no mood...
dun ask me the reason...
i oso dun noe why...
then i keep crying...
lol!
without any reason again..
i guess i m sick...( or nt yet achieve personal growth)
haha...xD
or maybe too fan or even too stress....
hmmm...
i cnt unsterstnd why i cn fail to control my own emotions..
i just feel like crying.....

wat i cn do is forcing myself to sleep...
sleeping is the only way for me........
anyway, i m fine nw..
my dear, thx 4 accompanying me just nw...
i didnt meant want to fierce towrds u......
i just..just.....need express out my feelings..>.<
i m sorry, my dear...
dun worry about me, k?
i m fine d^^

DEAR, honestly this is nt the first time for me to cry like tis way d..
i used to it d...
i alwys cried at the night...
since i was young, i m like tat d...
as i m hard to tell others about my feelings....
hmm...sumtimes i m willing to share my things wif u, but i dun noe hw to share wif uT.T
i alwys keep eveything in my heart til i sick...
even sumtimes i dun like my friends' characteristic, i oso will cry this way...
i noe i m useless.....if i dare to show out my real characteristic in front of them, i will never suffer like tis way...
btw, tonight i really cried without any reason.....
nt becz of anyone or wat...
hehe...i just need to cry out to feel more comfortable...

even sumtimes u make me angry or sad, i oso wil cry like tis way..
hehe...so u better dun make me cry d,,,if nt i will cry til non stop d..
scared ?
later i get astma, then u will noe!
hahaXD
but if u insist wan to make me angry oso nvm, cz once i get angry, u noe wat will i do, right?
when i really get angry, there is no more joking...i m serious...cz i m hot tempered grl too!
haha..

'enjoyable' uni life.....

2009-05-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

well, why i will say so?
before i hv entered uni, i heard seniors said they hd enjoy their uni life,
how interesting is uni life?
4 me, it is nt interesting at all...
such a stressful life...
everyday rushing assign..
how could u guys imagine one week gt 2 assigns and one presentation?
the following week one more assign to go..2000 wrds man..30% summore..
sigh...
i cnt even sleep well at night...
my mind keep thinking of assign...keep thinking tat tomorw wat time should i wake up to do my assign, wat points should i add for the assign in order to make it more complete ...
i will say tis kind of life sounds ok if i m a genius...However, i M NT!!!

today i just summit my com bnk assign, i tot cn relax a while...
even let me breathe a while,,,,,
wth man, two more tests are cuming...
i nt even start to read chpter 1....
who cn help me?
arghh.....

the most important thing is final exam is cuming soonnn T.T
i m nt yet ready!!!

sigh..sigh...
i fall sick d..how m i gonna to study 4 tests?
hmmm....
anyway, i m nt satisfied with my uni life right nw!
blogging is an effective way for me to express my feelings...
haiz...wat should i do right nw?
hw cn i expect to do pretty well for the tests?

btw, i hv rec the offer letter today...
i tot i will surprise when i rec it...
nevertheless, i feel nth!
lol.....

10th month anniversary...

2009-04-19T14:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday was our 10th month anniversary...
hehe...

At 12am, he gv me such a nice present...
i love it!!!
at first, he asked me to close up my eyes, he said gt sumthing for me...
i said dun wan, then he said if u dun wan close up ur eyes, no present le ya...
haha...wat to do, i wan to get the present!!
so, i just closed up my eyes...hehe...

before i opened my eyes, i try to guess wat the present is,,....
after i touched the present without open eyes, i know that are two bears with flowers as well...
once i opened my eyes, i feel so surprised...
the present so cute...two bears sit on a box...inside the box there is cookies..wakaka...
the brown bear is him and the white 1 is me...XD

wHAT I HV DONE is i asked him to keep the white bear and i will keep the brown bear...
hehe...
it sounds cute, right? (p/s: beh pai sei..hahaXD)

aFTER that, v ate cookies together...hehe...dam delicious..

The next day, v went to pyramid for dinner...
when v reached tere, v were in dilemma whether want to go which restaurant to eat...
At last, v went to vietnamese restaurant to eat...
haha...
i ate chicken chop and he ate grilled fish with banana leaf..
loll...anyway, quite nice to eat...

after that, v went to shopping...
around 9.30 pm, v went to Circle tere...
it is a romantic place...

i try to order porridge tere as it is my favourite food...
unfortunately, out of stock..loll...then , i just ordered black tea...
And he just ordered french toast ...

there are two singers tere...one girl and one guy...
btw, the guy sounded better than the girl..
haha...
bth of us enjoyed in that kind of situation...

around 11pm, v decided to go bck hostel...
cz it's quite late d...i scared to take lift alone especially at night..wakaka..

after reached hostel, i went to take bathe and started to do my presentation question and assignment...
sigh...
i hate to do assign...this cuming week, i hv 1 presentation and 2 assignments...
next week one more assign..2000 wrds man...30% somemore...damn!!!!
such a busy life...T.T

anyway, around 11.45pm, i called him and wished him happy 10th mth anniversary again...
after 12am, it is 19th of april d...
it is a new day again...

i really appreciate that can be wif him till 10 mths...
be wif him, i cn feel the warmth and happiness....
even sumtimes v will quarrel, but i know v still love each other...
however, i nt really like to argue wif him, is hurting him and myself..
anyway, i m nt the one who alwys start to argue...HAHA..
but i m the one who alwys caused him to angry...hehe...(swt''') =p

Happiness begin from....

2009-04-18T18:29:00.000+08:00

On 18th of June, he brought me to KLCC....
I oso dun noe why i will promised him to go out wif him..XD
tHEN, v went to watch a movie...shopping, walking around, eat, etc...

Around evening time, v went to a park, sumwhere near tere...
Needless to say, v keep taking pic tere...haha...
well, then he asked me to sit on a bench tere...
V started to chat over tere...
sudeenly, he confessed to me...the last sentence was,''cn u gv me a chance to take k of u and love u 4ever?

wat i have replied ??
haha..
i replied, oh, if i said yes, then wat will happen, and hw about if i rejected..
he replied wif a sad face, he said if yes, then i will feel very happy, but if u rejected, nvm lor..hehe...

haha...Then, i replied, en...
he said en means???
haha...
i said en means ok lo..lolll...

Then he gv me a necklace...
is angel...i love the necklace..
tHE angel like telling me that he will alwys take k of me, protect me, and love me alwys...

at that moment, he happy until keep hoping...
lolll...
he said cn i annaunced to the world that u r my gf now..
i said cnt!! of course,...=p

then he asked me a question, cn i hold ur hand?
hahaha...
i said dun noe...
lolll..such a lame question and answer...

tis is where v start our story....
I love you, my dear!

College life-MUFY...

2009-04-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

I oso dun noe why i will create a blog..
lol...i guess is influenced by yf...
haha..anyway, before i create this blog, i thought write blog or read blog just waste my time..
but, I realised i was wrong.. it is quite interesting, especially when u read others blog, u cn understnd his or her feelings deeply..

I still remembered that when i came to sunway to study, i feel so scared. I have to face wif this new environemnt alone. Btw, i feel so grateful when ching yi decided to come over here to study...at least gt someone cn acc me..

On the first day i moved in hostel, i cried...
The reason i cried was i was in dilemma whether wan to choose business course or sc course but nt miss home...swt'''

At last, I hv chosen business.
The first month in Sunway, cy acc me alwys! Thus, I wont feel so lonely...
Thx, CHING YI!

However, she leaved me alone here after acc me for one month..She had chosen Matrix...
The moment she bcked to hometwn, i didnt send her as i feel so sad or even almost cry..

As time passed by, i hv met all of my friends....At here, our gang is formed...
haha...I really appreciate my friends! Thx you for accompanying me throughout the year^^
love u guys !XD
Every week, v will go redbox to sing k, shopping, eat, etc...
such an enjoyable life!!!
damn miss it >.<

Before final, v hd study group at foyer... that time, everyone dam hardworking.. everyone discusssing homewrk tere, study tere... except me... alwys dreaming tere... hmmm... i cnt even concentrate tere, but i like to join them... at least i wont alone at hostel... so, i just will study maths , acct tere... as i cn concentrate in calculation...haha...

This is how my college life looked like... even it is just 8 months, but i really feel grateful to meet them tere... without them, i m alone... i really cnt imagine i alone throughout the year T.T

THX!!!!, MY FRIENDS~~