I m back. So long didnt update my blog d, sorry guys!
I guess i m too busy. hehe..
Well, nw i have changed my destination==>aussie
What should i talk about aussie?
erm, peaceful! yup, tis is the word that i would like use to describe it!
At here, u cn see trees, rivers, cows , kangaroos and wat else? erm, friendly people i guess..
Honestly, i prefer aussie to malysia.hehe..
i like weather here!
Anyway, if left me alone here, i rather bck to malaysia. haha..
At here, i start to miss everyone in malysia...especially my family!
I learnt hw to cook, hw to live independently..
It's a good chance for me to experience here, thx my parents for willing to send me here=)
However, i realised that i have changed.
I dun noe hw to describe it, i tink i have become hot-tempered and emotional person. Last time, I nt even dare to say out my opinion, nw totally different! At least i will show my face once i dislike something, i dun noe is better or worse for me. Maybe others will think i m small gas or angry without reasons. But i have to admit it! yes, I m.
Previous me nt dare to say anything and alwys cried alone at night. now i recall back, wat i cried for? Why others people cn show their faces easily to me, but i cnt? Why don't others try to read my mind? or maybe i know hw to observe others' emotions 'too much' d?
Hmm..or maybe i should change bck previous me? boring with this kind of life..It is full of conflict when people come in! without people, it wont's be any conflict.
Human easily stressed-up. Nobody cn save u unless u save ur ownself =.=
Sometimes, i didnt want to argue with u. It just i cnt control my emotions. Why don't u understnd me better? haiz.. When i tolerate u, at the same time, u should learn hw to tolerate me. I also cannot understand why i will become impatient person. Maybe i need time to think about it and try to calm down myself. Through blogging, i also cnt express my feelings well, i tink write diaries is more suitable for me. As nobody gonna to read my diaries except myself!
wat about my future? have i ever think of my future?
i start to worry about my future d.. wat m i gonna to do in my future?
after degree, which road should i choose?
haiz...
m i worry too much?
I dun think so, it's time for me plan about my future.
Since young, v just followed the road that parents chose for us. It's time for us to make decision nw. lol..
(p/s: Reader please don't think too much! nobdy i m referring to)
