Assignments due date: 25th August 27th August 22nd Sept 24th Sept 5th Oct 8th Oct
hmmm...6 more assigns to go >.< plus mid term TESTSS!!! lol! getting to be panda soon :(
Alright, i should have enough rest fst; before i m going to fight for it! XD
Thanks for being my listener.. Thanks for giving ME advice... Thanks for the support! Thanks for acc me when i was down.. I m really thankful to u guys :) It's my pleasure to have u guys in my life =D
haiz...so sigh of this kind of life... I realised i have become an emotional girl since i came over here. Lol... everyday also keep saying ''sien, haiz'' i guess people around me also knew about it, especially yf..haha..
tis week keep rushing law assign, 3k man...going to crazy! next week worse...assign and test due in the same day! Our sem break is cuming soon, should i excited about it or worry about it? wan go to philip island tim>.<>.<
Recall back when we were young, no need to worry so much, when we are getting older, have to think of a lots thing, worry about this and that! sigh... Is time for us to be independent and responsible for our actions. Don't you guys think so? we are nt 18 years old d..20 plus d..LOL! we slowly stepped into another stage d..
It seems like i have nth to write here d...but i still dun feel like want to stop here.. Hmm... Let's talk about my characteristic.. I know that i have a lots weaknesses and sumtimes people dislike my characteristic. Hehe.. Come on, dun be shy, my friends! Just tell me=) Anyway, i also know when u guys dun like my characteristic..haha..I m good in observing people's emtions XD
Since i was young, i m trying to be the best! especially on my studies since i dun like sports..haha..I alwys aim to get the highest marks and want people proud of me, especially my parents.I knew that they never gv any pressure to me and keep asking me not to stress so much! But i can't do it, is my characteristic! cnt be changed d.. lol...I wish i cn be more cheerful person one day =p Sometimes, people wonder why i keep stressing myself. They thought i m ' kia su' people, maybe i m,but it is not the main reason. If i cnt achieve my target, i will feel that i m an useless person, and will start to asking myself why dont i try my best to do it better? maybe too stubborn d,what to do?
I m back. So long didnt update my blog d, sorry guys! I guess i m too busy. hehe.. Well, nw i have changed my destination==>aussie
What should i talk about aussie? erm, peaceful! yup, tis is the word that i would like use to describe it! At here, u cn see trees, rivers, cows , kangaroos and wat else? erm, friendly people i guess..
Honestly, i prefer aussie to malysia.hehe.. i like weather here! Anyway, if left me alone here, i rather bck to malaysia. haha..
At here, i start to miss everyone in malysia...especially my family! I learnt hw to cook, hw to live independently.. It's a good chance for me to experience here, thx my parents for willing to send me here=)
However, i realised that i have changed. I dun noe hw to describe it, i tink i have become hot-tempered and emotional person. Last time, I nt even dare to say out my opinion, nw totally different! At least i will show my face once i dislike something, i dun noe is better or worse for me. Maybe others will think i m small gas or angry without reasons. But i have to admit it! yes, I m. Previous me nt dare to say anything and alwys cried alone at night. now i recall back, wat i cried for? Why others people cn show their faces easily to me, but i cnt? Why don't others try to read my mind? or maybe i know hw to observe others' emotions 'too much' d?
Hmm..or maybe i should change bck previous me? boring with this kind of life..It is full of conflict when people come in! without people, it wont's be any conflict. Human easily stressed-up. Nobody cn save u unless u save ur ownself =.=
Sometimes, i didnt want to argue with u. It just i cnt control my emotions. Why don't u understnd me better? haiz.. When i tolerate u, at the same time, u should learn hw to tolerate me. I also cannot understand why i will become impatient person. Maybe i need time to think about it and try to calm down myself. Through blogging, i also cnt express my feelings well, i tink write diaries is more suitable for me. As nobody gonna to read my diaries except myself!
wat about my future? have i ever think of my future? i start to worry about my future d.. wat m i gonna to do in my future? after degree, which road should i choose? haiz... m i worry too much? I dun think so, it's time for me plan about my future. Since young, v just followed the road that parents chose for us. It's time for us to make decision nw. lol..
(p/s: Reader please don't think too much! nobdy i m referring to)
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