tiRED...Tired.. and tiRed

hmmm....
such a tiring day...
i feel so hopeless and helpless..................
i hate this kind of life>.<
others can start to do their revision d, how about me?
stil rushing asisgn man...
wth....so unfair....
stupid monash....cause all students stressful man!!
i wanna cry T.T

how m i gonna to do pretty well in final?
4 subjects man...
all so tough...
help me!

I really sleepy d..
hmmm...sigh la...
nt only towrds assign, final, people as well...
just realise in this world, there are a lot of selfish people..
do not expect anything from people even u treat people kindly...
so, dun be so stupid anymore...
wake up, xw!
must be independent, don't alwys depends on others...
as saying goes, zai jia kao fu mu, at wai kao peng you...
is it true?
well, may be it is true...i meant in sum aspects...but nt all aspects...
really cnt understnd why sometimes i dun like the way of people treat me...
even the way they talk or act...
i hate it...
maybe i m a small gas girl or wat..
anyway, i noe i hv my own weaknesses as well.
but i m willing to accept it and try to improve myself. so just tell me honestly...
anyway, i alwys try my best to not to make people bu suang or angry at me..
is my weakness oso...tat's y i feel hurt sumtimes...
i noe sumtimes i failed to do so, sorry if i hv hurt anyone>.<
i do not meant want to hurt anyone, tat's y i expect wont hurt by anyone oso...

p/s: swt la me...i dun noe wat m i talking about...anyway, dun misunderstnd ya.. cz i oso dun noe who is the person i m talking about..too moody d...>.<

moody day~

around 8, i was alone in room...
suddenly i have no mood...
dun ask me the reason...
i oso dun noe why...
then i keep crying...
lol!
without any reason again..
i guess i m sick...( or nt yet achieve personal growth)
haha...xD
or maybe too fan or even too stress....
hmmm...
i cnt unsterstnd why i cn fail to control my own emotions..
i just feel like crying.....

wat i cn do is forcing myself to sleep...
sleeping is the only way for me........
anyway, i m fine nw..
my dear, thx 4 accompanying me just nw...
i didnt meant want to fierce towrds u......
i just..just.....need express out my feelings..>.<
i m sorry, my dear...
dun worry about me, k?
i m fine d^^

DEAR, honestly this is nt the first time for me to cry like tis way d..
i used to it d...
i alwys cried at the night...
since i was young, i m like tat d...
as i m hard to tell others about my feelings....
hmm...sumtimes i m willing to share my things wif u, but i dun noe hw to share wif uT.T
i alwys keep eveything in my heart til i sick...
even sumtimes i dun like my friends' characteristic, i oso will cry this way...
i noe i m useless.....if i dare to show out my real characteristic in front of them, i will never suffer like tis way...
btw, tonight i really cried without any reason.....
nt becz of anyone or wat...
hehe...i just need to cry out to feel more comfortable...

even sumtimes u make me angry or sad, i oso wil cry like tis way..
hehe...so u better dun make me cry d,,,if nt i will cry til non stop d..
scared ?
later i get astma, then u will noe!
hahaXD
but if u insist wan to make me angry oso nvm, cz once i get angry, u noe wat will i do, right?
when i really get angry, there is no more joking...i m serious...cz i m hot tempered grl too!
haha..

'enjoyable' uni life.....

well, why i will say so?
before i hv entered uni, i heard seniors said they hd enjoy their uni life,
how interesting is uni life?
4 me, it is nt interesting at all...
such a stressful life...
everyday rushing assign..
how could u guys imagine one week gt 2 assigns and one presentation?
the following week one more assign to go..2000 wrds man..30% summore..
sigh...
i cnt even sleep well at night...
my mind keep thinking of assign...keep thinking tat tomorw wat time should i wake up to do my assign, wat points should i add for the assign in order to make it more complete ...
i will say tis kind of life sounds ok if i m a genius...However, i M NT!!!

today i just summit my com bnk assign, i tot cn relax a while...
even let me breathe a while,,,,,
wth man, two more tests are cuming...
i nt even start to read chpter 1....
who cn help me?
arghh.....

the most important thing is final exam is cuming soonnn T.T
i m nt yet ready!!!

sigh..sigh...
i fall sick d..how m i gonna to study 4 tests?
hmmm....
anyway, i m nt satisfied with my uni life right nw!
blogging is an effective way for me to express my feelings...
haiz...wat should i do right nw?
hw cn i expect to do pretty well for the tests?

btw, i hv rec the offer letter today...
i tot i will surprise when i rec it...
nevertheless, i feel nth!
lol.....